Hello! Just a quick greeting in passing.
Hello, long time no see :)
It's been a while indeed,
I don't know, school, dotas, stuffs...
Well, basically there is a lottt of reason why i am not writing anymore.
But the main reason is actually my lack of motivation.
Whoever you are that currently are reading this, thank you.
I would really appreciate it if you're willing to comment in this post.
Just a simple "hey" or smth like that would be highly appreciated.
Even if you were to comment "fu*k you who cares" or similar things, i would still be happy.
I just want some kind of prove that someone out there really does exist. that they are reading my thoughts. that they are kind enough to spend their time writing "meaningless" comment on this "meaningless" page. you know my point right?.
to you, shona, or basically anyone else that i'm currently (or will be) seeing.
Hi! this is indeed my writing.
'What are u doing?'
'Are u doing ok?'
i dont know,
i just want to type wordsss into this page.
i hate it when it's all white and word-less.
it's like... seeing an ignored cute little cat on the street.
I definitely, absolutely, really, really really want to pat him in his head. cuddle him. annoy him. etc etc.
Hahah, at least now you know why i am typing this in the first place.
I'll tell you my condition right now. (i usually like it when i can see other people's perspective through their writing, so ill do the same, heheh)
I'm now sitting in front of a, what do you call it... a desk? and now i'm typing all of this from my white toshiba laptop. I'm wearing a headset now. Listening to 'Lights down low' by MAX. The lyric is pretty good tbh. It's night outside. 8.38 PM. Kediri city, somewhere somewhere east jawa, somewhere somewhere Indonesia. Am a student. Second year of highschool to be precise. Currently a member of school organization, islamic related one. Currently single. Well, i've never really been in a relationship before anyway. Currently seeing a girl from another class, from a same organization though. Happy, carefree. Not really actually... Physcis homeworks are piling up like crazy. Still need to do my LPJ or what do you call it? report of responsibilty? lol. My art project is still currently being neglected. blah blah blah. boring stuffs.
Now next song is playing. 'Leave a light on' by Tom Walker. A very talented musician. His voice is just... unique. Actually he has another good song, called 'fly away with me'. Chilling... Goose-bump inducer. hahah. You might not like it though, every person has different taste, dont they? For me, personally, i like songs like 'this town' by Niall horan, or like 'let me down slowly' by Benjamin. It's easy listening af. Actually i have a whole playlist like that on my spotify account. You can look it up on 'Aimlesspasserby' account. (dont know how to share my playlist) hahah.
Well, at this point... why are you still reading this?
It's essentialy essence-less text.
Just some gibberish 'essay' written by a weird stranger on internet.
You really don't have anything else to do, huh?
Woah, another song is playing.
I think you should try 'Better' by Khalid. A weirdly peaceful song. Not sure actually, might be biased opinion by me, because i generally like Khalid's songs like 'Location' and 'Young dumb and broke'. But still i think you should check it out.
Maybe that's all... I'm pretty sure you're getting tired of this grammar-less english-essay-writter wannabe's 'work of art'. So, let's call it a page now.
Good night, sincerely.
Hisyam hasbi.
(actually i think i shouln't have written my name here... but whatever, it's not like ill get arrested for this one.)
hey, y'all. this is hisyam from the future. 4 years later. am sitting in GMRT as second year mechanical engineer student of UGM. It has been a wild ride.
ReplyDeleteI went into ITB 2 years ago, left it due to financial problem (and lack of interest tbh), now it's a lot better here in Jogja city. At the moment, im sitting in front of ugm's girls dormitory, inside gmrt basecamp. Using my strix black rog laptop, listening to "bonfire heart" by James Blunt. It's thursday, im supposed to do my robot base design but you know, procrastination n stuff. How's life now? I'm sure another wild ride has happened to you when ure reading this, hope it's going well. What did u do after graduating? How did ur relationship with ur girl go? How was tanoto? Did ur interpersonal skill get better just like u always wished for? let me know! see ya later down the line :))
sup bros! it's another update from me.
ReplyDeleteit's now 2025 already. say 7 years from me writing this page. crazy eh how time just flies. im typing this from my hp victus 16 laptop, sitting in my dad's desk in the living room. wearing an redmi buds 4 while listening to a cover of "wake me up when september ends". the day of ied 2025, with mbek and mas ilman and ucang still chillin in kediri.
things are looking alright. a lot of stuff has happened in the past 3 years since my last entry, obviously. have done my kkn nicely. so have gmrt competition, albeit not with such ideal result. also ended things with my ex gf at that time, the catholic one. nothing really bad went down, just thinking about the future and all. prodes class has been completed, it was a scary thing to think about right iirc at that time? yeah, it was pretty alright bro dont even worry about it.
i havent graduated yet, alright. still doing my final project while trying to do some project with Mr. Ardi, who knows how it will go. my final is probably about making animal robot from mckibben muscle, god speed bros.
about tanoto tho, it went down badly. got kicked out of the program due to my insufficient grade. my interpersonal skills are still more or less the same, but i did went out with my closest friend once a few weeks ago. and yeah, i got a new girlfriend! hopefully will be the last. she is actually so pretty bro it's insane. and you know how it goes, usually pretty face is on separate package with attitude and physical traits right, but damn if she isn't perfect. just top tier luck that i managed to get her heheheh.
anyway, see ya later. next entry would probably be when i'm already working in some new place, new world. see ya bro!